Brigitta van Bilderbeek

Education & Giving Back

The interior world matters

Education has become an important part of my work because my own relationship with learning was not always straightforward.

I began my education in Texas before moving to the United Kingdom. For much of my school life, I felt that I was somehow falling behind, without understanding why. My dyslexia and ADHD were only identified much later in my education. I gradually discovered that I understood the world differently: visually, practically, spatially and through making.

Art and performance became not simply subjects I loved, but ways of thinking.

Chapter I

Wonder Foundation

Educating Women, Strengthening Generations

The Wonder Ball invitation, The Lansdowne Club, Mayfair, 5 October 2019
The Wonder Ball, annual fundraising gala, The Lansdowne Club, Mayfair.

My belief in education as a means of creating lasting change has also shaped my involvement with the Wonder Foundation and its work supporting women and girls through education.

What particularly resonates with me is the generational power of educating women. When a woman receives an education, its effects rarely end with her. Knowledge, confidence and opportunity are carried into families and communities, helping to interrupt cycles of poverty from one generation to the next.

Over the years, I have supported Wonder through major fundraising initiatives, their annual ball, presenting and entertaining at events, mentoring, and bringing women together through workshops and conversations.

The Wonder Ball dining room set for the annual fundraising gala
The ballroom before the evening begins.
Brigitta van Bilderbeek singing with a live band at the Wonder Ball
Performing with the band at the Wonder Ball.
Brigitta van Bilderbeek presenting the live auction at the Wonder Ball
Presenting the live auction.
Wonder Foundation x A Place to Heal talk with Fiona Arrigo, Holland Park Avenue
Wonder Foundation × A Place to Heal, an evening talk with Fiona Arrigo on education and generosity.
Creating Rituals and Meaningful Connections, live conversation with Fiona Arrigo and Brigitta van Bilderbeek
Creating Rituals & Meaningful Connections, a live conversation with Fiona Arrigo for Wonder Foundation.

Chapter II

Discovering Montessori

Another Way of Learning

These were activities I designed for the children’s practical work module. The body work is from children aged six to nine; the lolly sticks are for the three to six year olds.

Hand-stitched felt anatomy activity with organs placed inside a figure
Felt anatomy work, assembled, ages six to nine.
Felt anatomy activity laid out with embroidered organ labels
The same activity laid out for matching and naming.
Painted lolly sticks and pegs for a colour-matching activity
Painted sticks and pegs, colour matching, ages three to six.

Later, I trained as a Montessori Assistant and taught art at Kairos Montessori.

Discovering Montessori was unexpectedly emotional for me.

Watching children learn to read, understand mathematics and explore complex ideas through tactile, visual and practical materials made me realise that education could have looked very different for a child like me.

“Discovering Montessori was not simply discovering a method of education. It was discovering that learning could have been different for me.”

Rather than asking every child to process information in exactly the same way, Montessori allowed me to see the intelligence that can reveal itself through curiosity, movement, independence, repetition, observation and making.

Teaching children also taught me an enormous amount. It reinforced something I had instinctively understood through becoming an artist: there is no single legitimate way of seeing or understanding the world.

Classroom display of children's Mondrian-inspired collages
Children’s Mondrian collages, displayed in the classroom.

The programme

Inner
Architecture

These experiences eventually led me to develop Inner Architecture, a confidence and creativity programme for children and teenagers centred on identity, art, memory and the discovery of individual talent.

Young people are growing up in an unprecedented culture of comparison.

At precisely the age when they are beginning to ask Who am I?, social media presents them with an endless stream of other people’s appearances, achievements, lifestyles and identities.

I believe we have to help children look in the opposite direction.

Inwards.

Inner Architecture begins by returning to the child’s own story.

  • What did you draw when you were little?
  • What did you build?
  • What did you pretend to be?
  • What fascinated you?
  • What stories did you invent?
  • What did you dream of becoming?
  • What were you proud of before you began comparing yourself with everyone else?

Through drawing, painting, conversation, visual research and art history, we begin to identify the recurring themes, interests, symbols and abilities that have been present throughout the student’s life.

We then look outward again, at artists, writers, designers, musicians and other creative figures, and explore how their childhoods, experiences and obsessions eventually became part of their work.

The purpose is to show a young person that:

Their story is worthy of the same attention.

Pool and palms at dusk in Turks and Caicos
Evening light, studied for colour before painting.
Sketchbook page studying one-point perspective and a vanishing point
Learning to see: a vanishing point, drawn from the place itself.
Covered pavilion and terrace, the subject of the perspective study
The subject observed directly, the pavilion and its terrace.
Finished painting of a green pavilion against an orange sky
The completed painting of the pavilion.

Case study

A Student’s Story

One of my Inner Architecture students was a twelve-year-old homeschooled boy whom I taught during a summer in the Turks and Caicos Islands.

We worked together through drawing, painting, childhood memories, personal interests and art history.

Rather than simply teaching him how to make a particular kind of picture, I wanted him to begin recognising the visual language that was already his.

When we study a famous artist, we take their childhood seriously. We examine where they grew up, what they saw, what frightened them, what fascinated them and what they repeatedly returned to.

Why shouldn’t we teach a child to look at his or her own life with that same curiosity?

That recognition can be enormously confidence-building.

Outdoor studio table with paints, brushes and a drawn-out canvas on an easel
The outdoor studio: the drawing transferred to canvas.
Student painting a large canvas beside a pool in Turks and Caicos
Laying the ground, working large for the first time.
Pencil study of a shark from the student's sketchbook
First sketchbook study, the shark, drawn from memory.
Sketchbook page of sharks, cacti and desert forms in pencil
A page of returning subjects: sharks, cacti, horizons.
Finished painting of a yellow shark on a blue ground
The finished work, a childhood subject taken seriously.
Small canvas colour wheel painted in primary and secondary colours
Colour theory, first canvas, primaries and secondaries by hand.
Second colour wheel canvas with expanded tones and tints
The second wheel, extended into tints and shades.

Chapter IV

The Parable of the Talents

There is also a spiritual idea underlying Inner Architecture.

In the biblical Parable of the Talents, different gifts are entrusted to different people. The responsibility is not to possess somebody else’s gift, but to recognise and cultivate what has been entrusted to us rather than burying it.

I believe childhood can contain some of our earliest clues.

The things a child repeatedly loves, makes, imagines and dreams about deserve to be taken seriously. They may change enormously as that child grows, but underneath them can be the beginnings of vocation, character and talent.

“What has been entrusted to you, and what are you going to do with it?”

For me, protecting childhood does not mean protecting children from growing up. It means giving them enough confidence in their own identity that they do not have to surrender it in order to belong.

Currently accepting a limited number of students

Inner Architecture, Private Study

I am currently accepting a limited number of students for private Inner Architecture sessions at my studio in Chelsea, London.

Sessions combine art-making, art history, conversation and individually developed creative projects, with particular emphasis on confidence, visual thinking, identity and discovering a student’s individual interests and strengths.

Sessions can be arranged up to twice weekly, with each session lasting approximately one hour.

I am DBS checked and have professional experience working with children, including Montessori training and teaching art within a Montessori environment.

Parents or guardians interested in discussing whether Inner Architecture may be suitable for their child are warmly invited to get in touch.

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